awesome

it's 5 am. i just got done having one of the best conversations in my life.

Jen (my next door neighbour / one of my bestest friends) = the best.

but i need sleep now. we're going to the Chocolate Festival tomorrow (and Pan's Labyrinth if i can convince folks to go with me again), and i wanna be alive and ready to chow on le gourmet.

and oh yeah, my dad's company will be at the Festival. that's right- my family brings the chocolate show with them!!

hooray!

that is all.

look!! a reason to not go to sleep!!

Red.
1. Closest red thing to you? my hair? or an empty Sweethearts box.
2. Last thing to make you angry? hahaha.... what doesn't make me angry? but seriously, it was probably the lack of snow...
3. Do you have a temper? you know it. i do the quiet angry. apparently it's scary/funny.
4. Are you a fan of romance? not really. the last email i wrote to Sam started off with a story about me running into his room and jumping into his bed... and promptly falling asleep. and drooling on him. and probably snoring.

Orange.
1. Closest orange thing to you? hahaha, a flyer about the HPV vaccine.
2. Do you like to burn things? yes. it is my dream to someday light a kite on fire, and fly it.
3. Dress up for Halloween? only if i think the candy output will be sufficient.
4. Are you usually a warm-hearted person? no. just.... no.
5. Do you have anything against redheaded people? yes. those damn redheads.... why does this fall under "Orange"???
6. Are you usually full of energy? no. i've been sick with various viruses/infections/etc. for over a month now... it's a miracle if i get out of bed and shower.

Yellow.
1. Closest yellow thing to you? a note from my mom on yellow paper.
2. The happiest time[s] of your life? whenever i'm around nice people, and eating cheese pizza. or when the nurse practicioner prescribes opiates. hahahhaha..... uh...
3. Favorite holiday? n/a
4. Are you a coward? not particularly, but i'm not stupid, either.
5. Do you burn or tan? burn. my current record is burning after sitting outside in Mexico for 3 minutes.

Green.
1. Closest green thing to you? Mike & Ike package. or my pajama pants.
2. Do you care about the enviroment? are you kidding? i'm one of those damn spineless liberals... it's all we ever whine about. :)
3. Are you jealous of anyone right now? hmm.... Jen. i can hear her making Ramen. i have no Ramen.
4. Are you a lucky person? fairly lucky. if it needs to be a certain way (ex: snow day last Thursday when it wasn't looking like i would be moving due to illness), then it seems to work out.
5. Do you always want what you can't have? why would i do that? wait- it's true. i want Jen's Ramen.
6. Do you like being outdoors? it's cold out there!!
7. Are you Irish? yeah.

Blue.
1. Closest blue thing to you? uhhh... the exercise ball i'm sitting on. it's blue-ish.
2. Are you good at calming people down? most of the time. go figure.
3. Do you like the sea? it's pretty. but there's too much fish pee for me, thanks.
4. What was the last thing that made you cry? my sinuses. they hurt me.
5. Are you a logical thinker? occasionally.
6. Can you sleep easily? no. unless the sun is out.

Purple.
1. Closest purple thing to you? a white board marker.
2. Like being treated to expensive things? nah. i prefer cheap greasy pizza.
3. Do you like mysterious things? like the tunnels that run under our school's campus? yes. i would very much like to know more about these.
4. Favorite type of chocolate? that which my dad's company makes. or Reese's.
5. Ever met anyone in royalty? me. hahaha... my dad's screen name is king_cocoa... how's that?
6. Are you creative? yes... but not always in a good way.

Pink.
1. Closest pink thing to you? an old light-up necklace.
2. Do you like sweet things? Sweet and bland. those're my two favourite flavours.
4. Are you sensitive? uhhh... ahahhaha
5. Do you like music? it's good for drowning out awkward noises.... like those coming from the next room over.

White.
1. Closest white thing to you? my white irish butt. next question.
2. Would you say you're innocent? not particularly...
3. Are you good at keeping the peace? sometimes. but more often than not, i'm the one picking the fight. :)
4. How do you imagine your wedding? on a boat. me, the husband-to-be, and a drunk ship's captain.
5. Do you like to play in the snow? yes. especially when it means a snow day....
6. Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentist? dentist, yes. doctor... ha.

Black.
1. Closest black thing to you? my cell phone. wait- it's charcoal. shit.
2. Ever enjoy hurting people? what?!
3. Are you sophisticated or silly? neither. i'm tired.
4. Would you like to go to space? no. i wouldn't know where to pee.
5. Do you have a lot of secrets? yes. this one time, i convinced a girl that i had just gotten out of juvie. hahahaha... one secret down, a couple more to go.
6. What is your favorite colour? dark green. dark blue. black. sometimes red, if i'm feeling not sick.
7. Does the colour you wear affect your mood? actually, my mood chooses the colour. ha!

hey Madge- top this!!

an email from my good spammy friend Delarosa, with the subject of:

lintsniffer, the tubes don't go from EVERYWHERE to the lab.

that is all.

sometimes...

sometimes, i pretend that the noise the heater makes is really somebody knocking at my window.

it's been different people, but they're all exciting and strange. it's been murderers, old movie stars, my dad, a t. Rex, that creepy guy who lives in the basement.... anybody, really.

then i wake up, and realise that i have not much time to get to class.

btw- latest illness: sinus infection. damn, occasionally my hotness is debilitating. oh wait- nevermind, that's the fever.